A friend I haven’t heard from in a while got in touch today. Our contact is sporadic but consistent. I have loved him in all the ways it’s possible to love someone over the last 21 years. I love him still. He’s had a rough month; a sliver of the hard news, his cat passed away in his arms a few weeks ago.
I once wrote a poem about her. Or about him. Or about us. Whatever it was about, it was called:
His Cat
His cat is whoring herself
out to anyone
with a warm lap.
She chews on a belt loop
and looks up
disgruntled
when prodded to stop.
She sighs, stands, turns around and
returns to sleep.
It is surreal
or perhaps just
unreal
to think that life could be
like this.
It can’t.
She wakes again
his cat
murmurs and bathes
without leaving my lap.
Circa September 2010
Sleep, baby Piper. You were loved. You will be missed.