Music Monday | Fumbling Towards Ecstasy – Sarah McLachlan August 13, 2018August 13, 2018 / Tash / Leave a comment In 1999, I thought I knew what this song meant. But I didn’t really. Fifteen years later, I understood. “All the fear has left me now, I’m not frightened anymore.” PS – If you’ve never heard of Sarah McLachlan, here is a review by Pitchfork’s Brad Nelson that can do far more justice to a description of her music than I could.